IThis last month, I have been writing every day completing a chapter every two days. I notest I was getting anxious. So I have had a break from it today and this weekend. But it's not just the book. Its a build-up over the last few months. I had become very apathetic and stop riding, I have no been on the bike for over a month.s. It's getting to me, and I am a quit level head when it comes to life. I am very self-aware. I am fortunate this way, so I recognise my own state of mind quickly. It must be hell ou there for all them with responsibly and with children. I finished a chapter yesterday and then said that it no more for three days and I spent most of yesterday working hard in the garden removing 4 Box bushes that have died of blight. And bludy hard it was to I was as stiff as a board this morning. But it's a great thing to do. Working with nature is great for the mind. Fucks up your body but hay I am 66. But I still have not got back my want to cycle yeat. I can report today a change LOL. And it's not good today out there ist raining so I thought I would write some things on here again, so started a thread on religion and history. always a good one to provoke a discussion. and this and I hope it helps to know that it's getting to everyone this virus. I am still somewhat anxious in cashing it, a full does as it would probably kill me. and I have my dates wedding coming up soon too, I have been and will continue to be anxious that I will make it on the day., can't help that its Natale. and we are all worried about our loved ones. my Son in Spain I have not seen for a long time. And my good wife Helen is still working looking after Children in a child centre, so out there in the firing line. and Life goes on. May go out in the garden again it's starting to Look OK out there. So be careful try to be safe and be well.